UPDATE!!!!

Well as some of you know I lost my stupid camera the day after Christmas, Ive been sick & no one could find it well the day we left on the cruise the very next day Kehlden found my camera! of course right!!! then I couldnt find the charger to charge to get the pictures off well I finally did! be so proud! So here is MANY updates! 1st Christmas it was great! Kids had a great time, Travis surprised me with a cruise wich was in March we had Birthdays & anniversarys, Easter & all with out a camera so the last 6 months Mother of the year! here's a tiny re cap of the pic's I took before the camera was found!

Football

well it came & left way to soon! it doesnt seem that fast when your doing it 5 -6 days a week but it is fun & you love to watch the boys do well & have fun! How Braeden improved this year from last was AMAZING to see! he was fuul back & middle linebacker, what a job he did from every game getting at least 1 fumble w- recovery & a qb sac to a touchdown most of all the games but 2 I think he had a blast!!!

My baby is 5!

WOW!!!! well he had a great birthday!! fun super hero carnival party from hotdogs, to cotton candy, pop corn, sno scones it was all out a blast!!!

My baby started pre school

yes he is in pre school, he goes to Herriman High's program & loves it! I know when I was in High School I loved teaching & so happy for him he LOVES it! they do a great job & use the facilities so much more! they have already been to the band room, to learn of music, art room!!! did I say I love it?!

Halloween

Well I know it has been in forever since I have updated this thing so here we go, June, July & Aug went by way to fast LOVED the Summer kids had a great time off lots of swimming etc.. Halloween was real fun this year as always I love it!!! Kids had a ball & Kehlden just LOVED going door to door to get candy! as well we had a dress up fpr Bunco, a lot of fun costumes!!! & carmel apples & cupcakes of course! (P.S. dont judge me I think I delelted Kehl's pumpkin it was a potatoe head Ironman)

MOM

This could be a long post so I apologize in advance........I'm not sure if I am even ready for this post or not but here it goes, Mom passed away in her sleep wed. 3/30/11 morning dad came home for work & found her she had been gone for a while. He called me in a frantic & all the other kids, I could not get there fast enough! after Travis's calming me down a bit I jumped in the car grabbed Shay & Travis drove us to mom's the longest drive of my life! Evonne & Gordy got there 1st following Sam & us Brie was at work & didn't have her phone on her so Sam had to call her at work to give her the bad news, the family all started coming, & the realer it all got. We weren't allowed in the house yet, they treated it like as a crime scene making sure no one did it to her, dad was questioned many times, ( passed all the questions ) what seemed like forever only 4 hrs later they cleared her body, we were able as kids to go in with dad & say goodbye, she looked so peacefully & asleep it didn't set in till I went to kiss her on the forehead & it was so hard & cold.we all said goodbye for now & dad gave her a very sweet lil' prayer before the medical examiner took her body. Wow 3 weeks today & it has flown so fast! We don't know how mom passed even though she had a autopsy, we wont know anything for 10 to 12 weeks, in these 3 weeks I have been sealed to Travis for 10 years, celebrated Mom's 52 Birthday,shantell turned 11, had a Fullmer family Easter egg hunt, & buried mom.

There is so much I could tell ya about my mom but I will not bore ya I would just like to thank her for everything she has taught me! all the lessons of compassion, fun, entertainment, excitement, the toilet papering, swimming, I hope to be the Kool aid mom she always was. I miss her oh so very much & is still in shock, I feel like I should be breaking down & I haven't yet, I feel so bad, I cry, but then I'm fine, I cant stop thinking of my poor sweet dad, the grand kids, the ones she wont see in this life, the weddings, missions, great grand kids, my mind just races.

Well enough of me balling, here is to you ....... MOM I LOVE YOU!!!!